I have been holding back a flood gate for months…I want to let go, but the dam's wall appears to be holding steady.
As I listen to Faith create her “song” on the piano keys…I know HE will provide. I know HE will heal. Through the morning and evening of watching PANDAS grip our son and knowing there is nothing I can do...I am exhausted. Now answering a phone call that just adds to uncertainty…my daughter comes up and wants to draw stars, and Joshua in a moment of peace…a moment, draws a cross on my arm.
Today, I just feel…I don’t know what I feel. Even the pastor’s wife has a moment of overwhelmedness. “OH ANGEL, BE STILL AND KNOW….”
Of course, that would be the verse He whispers through the LOUD chaos of this day, the chaos of PANDAS. Lord, a moment of quiet freedom…knowing that YOU will provide, that YOU will heal….THAT YOUR PURPOSE WILL PREVAIL. Lord, I am at a loss today…RESTING in You…all I can do.
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I don't know what's happening Angel, but I know I'll be praying for my big sis...Praying for peace and understanding that only our heavenly Father can provide.
I don't know what's happening Angel, but I know I'll be praying for my big sis...Praying for peace and understanding that only our heavenly Father can provide.
Thanks, Bill.
Angel.......!!! I'm so sorry, my heart is with you, in prayer with you.....fighting! I love you, girl!
Rib
I Love you my wife of nine years I know God will get us through. Your Side Matt
Angel - lifting you up for strength, comfort and His peace to envelope you and offer you shelter in this storm. Lam 2.19...I am crying out for Joshua, your child; and for you, HIS child.
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